Monday, February 1, 2010

Dangers of Winning

Just a few notes -- again.

I am wounded to the quick that Southeastern Arizona Behavioral Health Services wanted to charge me 125 dollars just for an intake. Back to Dr. Sullivan!

I worry too much; I make others worry too much.


Stains

People dare life and there's love
I found that assessment is basically French

Don't like every lover you like today.

Don't think that I'm strong.



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Krack settles for male.

I fear the left of the Goddess as night.
I fear the left of the Goddess as -- same as I ever was.


Afraid to die

Love as Type
I made life a person

I am crazy.

Know that self is helping to live for a boys tap.


Self crime is hatred of failure.

For me.


Another way of goiong to this place is to
Feel.


My favorite Goddess today is Nike, the aspect of Zeus and Athena that was winged Victory.

The Goddess of accomplishment.

Perhaps that Is What I worship/possess/am possessed by. Good luck to Julia

C*

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

About as f'r as they can go.

Dreaming Goddess paints interesting figure;
Friends create passion: interesting.

Foolish men prey on people who are strong and beautiful.
A zest for a no one.

Cry and love.



A bore stumbles on pages
A friendship encounters me.

Thanks for being a moose that lives.

(anger makes fuck)
Yours,
c*

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Incidentally

Liberty

Strength feels friendly
A train of power



Listening

Women can stay, and
Testing feels like home



Lust

Cay of truth
finds strength assenting


Wisdom

A lover of people keeps
women as life


Braced

The fame of you
Takes home for a straw


Lesbian

Men cry and live
Women live and strive



A Goddess

Diana hunted a stare
Baby is sexy for lair

Men try to stop her
I know to Mary her


Stray woman

A palliative crumb sees her as home
A Jamie cries, "feel the womb!"



Crack

It's strong and hateful
Me see it as fateful

I've been doing a poemful.



Woman

Steamed as free:
Maybe the Goddess changes


Various

A woman is for time
A Goddess seeks land to kine

A labor of fact:
This has you with tact

No one believes that Christ had life
No one believes that fame frames strife

An actor creates a feeling to watch
A murderer devises a cruelty to match

Some dream of carrying life
Others live to see God's fife.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

MLK Day

Dr. Martin Luther King

Say

Home gave me
I feel another strain.
Dressing is good.

The Dream changes time:
I Listen to life feel safe.

Say

The hurt is :
Change makes feelings good.
His hope lifted us up.

Stirring to life,
The Goddess has presence
And I’m home.


I tell people I am
Fine. Jobs are somewhere,
Love is the way.

Say

A man who gave life
A man who loved friendship
A man who takes our feelings
And enlarges them.

Say





A martyr from Georgia:
I hear his name find
Wars, growth, pride.

He Dreamt; and
I dream: of sex
And peace.

His Struggle made us fear;
I listen to myself,
and I like it.

I have no dime.
Whom I like
Likes home.

The feeling was
of person putting off
My mother.

A Sari, A train, A woman
Try crying to
Build your dome.

A Goddess is living.

A client to myself,
People need love.

I feel like a woman
Who loses life
To home.

My friends, try
Knowing that
The lovers of my life
Have been a harsh
Job, and I liked it.

Change and find home.
Phoneies are nosy.
A loving girl is Julia’s
Mistress.

I loved my mother
For her blessed destiny.

People are Goddess.

Reverend Doctor Martin Luther King
Leaves weary and a warrior.

I am a vulnerable
Man.
And a mothering
Boy.

Listen.

Go.

(Feel, Be, Love)

Home:
A dusty vice,
Home.

A dusty traitor is me.

William is funny.

Pass
Laugh
Be

Life

Same

Sexy Dixie

Kind her
Says her

People lose

Vultures pee
Taming her

Jamie cried
I ride.




A moose too cruel

Moosecres glamorous
Crimes mistress



Moon lose to shore
Grammatical consonants worry that
Panic is home and life is a hat

Keen leased to homo feel
Crazy is feeling rascals are
Sailing to an island with an open bar.








HOLY TRUTh

Cay traits are feelings that write
Jamie continued a woman’s fight

A lice tarred with taming a friend
Arouses in me a flying pie yen

Moose to Goddess:

Carry me on:
There is life
(I know it)
Lost a con

Laramie free

War changes time
Darkness is kind.




Collapse

A needle stays out
A man is no lout

Priests can love
A cradle can move

Stare as charged;
Or charge it no more.






Running to Love

Measure this shout --
Let’s live this out!

This woman’s home is
Living for rhyme.



Gift your friend with happiness now
(I’m feeling a face that wooed a Lao)

A home at a juncture is losing control
Seminal atlas charged with a prole

Antsy to me is tripping on foal

Wise you are to finish what else
You’re not writing a poem that --
(Nesting is Chels)



Jamie’s home is life knowing love
Pencils are constants; paying to rove

Friday, January 15, 2010

Putting on the ritz

Hmm, feelings.

Fairly present with the reins in hand.
My Terrible will is a matter to be ... played I am

Strength, hope, misery

Continue and remember to listen to your wishes.

Help?

BTW, just found out that Hesperus was the evening star/son to Lucifer's morning star (light bringer) and that Latin word for evening prayers (Vespers) derives from it.


The world is not my playpen.

Yours,

c*

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Communication sans riposte

Darling Dears,

This is the only feeling that there is: fuck, I'm cheap.

Hope to hear from you,

c* (JM)