remnants of racism
Land of shopping
Res judicata
Dragging life into this city.
After knowledge
Hindsight.
Laughter at my lantern: I proceeded like Diogenes, not seeing the beauty in me.
There is good that I raided. There is good that made crack gross.
I talk a lot about what is free. I say that when being hopeful is strong (when it is strong in you -- a person) that it is strong because of the people who have strength.
I give love short shrift -- I don't trust my own love. I don't believe that when people claim they have a lover that it is me they are talking about.
Laugh here.
Lesbians who are trans are teaching this laughter.
I remember that it is all life. Death is life. Life is life. There is no nothing.
Limp of plague I do read.
My mother and those who have made me separate (not necessarily my mother or with their knowledge, inclination or approval; i.e., those whom I have used to separate myself) are strong. I give myself the complicit approval of dreams.
Life is flowing away from me, I believe.
Toward me flows a lot of love.
Maybe you will understand.
I continue.
The knowledge that I had of myself was that I had prior standing (before the members of MGN) EVEN though I was a closed fleece.
This was because I had been where the life of my friends was life. I thus (apparently) never did think that the rules applied to me.
This was both fortunate and very very unfortunate. The friends I had were beautiful. The friends I made were beautiful. I have lost all of them by keeping two separate categories.
One is: "I dream therefore I live"
Two is: "Goddess stayed with her mick."
Slamslamslamslam.
Those are doors in my mind shutting down in stark horror.
This feeling that no one understood me was a way of disguising and excusing a lack of reasonableness.
I rest because I have said what was so frustrating: I knew freedom of behavior, but not of belief.
You may now be necessary. I shall be lock.
Chelsea, you are what began the art. Should I live, I bequeath you dream -- chastity.
Now I am recessive.
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