Paring, Editing, Deletion, Censorship vs. Honesty and Compassion for Myself

To be brief:

I was going to edit my post from last night, since it is contradictory and presents me in a pathetic light, but also because there is one possibly offensive line that some people might use against me sooner or later.

I have decided to leave it in, since I believe that no one will take what I said in the most literal and physically grotesque way. I leave it up to you to interpret that, and I leave it up to me to work out the feelings behind the statement with myself and my therapist and those of you who prefer compassion over hate.

Thank you.

Love, c*