Toward a Phenomenology of the Cleaned Up Mind

Leaves Curled, Dressed as Men With Little Oompa Loompah Overalls
Scenario found Charged as One Curled, Changed
Pain Charged to a Goddess: The one that found the Trees

Killed with failure: Marcus Aurelius, Herbert Marcuse, Karl Marx
Wandering to and with sexualities: Another fantasy of peace
G:uilt: Another Sexuality with Near and Far Complicated Needs

She wandered through the enclosed ward, appearing attractive,
Dancing and Ecstatically nodding toward the middle-aged women knitting
Sexual creature in blue pajamas with Fugees Dancing

Many trees were there.


Assault by Haole Haloperidol increased love like changes make money
A Red Beard: She doesn't know if she's a man or a woman
She Needs Her Mother says the Woman declaiming Biblical Verses

Negative is the Idea of Knowledge: A Psychiatrist a Day Keeps the Love Away
Private Conversations in Closed Rooms. A Needle in the ARm, A Pill down the throat
Confusion and Bad Food: The Administration makes all decisions -- Angry Men.

Vietnam Veteran Bearded Talks to the Psychiatrist, sliding feet along the floor
Not another Freud speaks life: Bitch was Needing Hope
A Place to Find Goddesses: Sarcasm is the Damned Cloud

Daughters: Already I was older. I looked at a pretty blonde woman
Desire comprising envy, love, need, etc., etc.: You are a man.
Maoist exercising behind the closed doors of her room.

ADL's everyday knowledge of man knocking at the door
You imbibe Heroes' feelings. You are Lost In Meaning.
TAngled together, you ask for a place.

Six months of mothers' shrieks to give life for change.
Still life is good.
Another Kindness Made UnWholly Shredded


Thus was the Bellevue Passion, 1996.
The Past Made Present is the Kindness of Fork in the Face
You Learn to be Equal to the Bottom of the Ocean

Deal with your kindness. I know it's cold.